Friday, 23 January 2009

Packing

Whoa.... [Pejam-celik]2... dah nak start dah cuti raya cina.... Chinese new year la...
Kalau elaun dah masuk kan bezz... at least dpt gak le shopping raya cina kat Jusco MidValley yg tgh sale gler2 tue...Adoyai... naper la lmbt sgt elaun nak msk nie...

Eh, dah2... jgn nak merepek... tahun nie kan dah berazam xnak shopping gler2 mcm last year...
taun nie nak jimat sket sbb nak pg jln2 tgok kwn2 kat overC... adus... pening2... mahal kosnyer tue...

Eh.... Lari tajuk plak... hihihi... sebenor2nye tgh pack baju nie... memula smlm dah pack dah... pastue keluarkan blik n bwk hiking back jer sudah.... x pyh nak bwk beg besar2... baju semua dah basuh... juz certain baju jer nak bwk blik...Eh... luper plak... Lappy nie camne ek???? okes... dpt idea... bwk jer blik dgn beg hiking tue... bukan berat sgt...Okes... dah settle psl packing baju....skang leh melalut blik...

Huhu.... sunyinyer my House mlm nie...Selalunye tym nie ada jer dgr housemate sy nie melalak jer kat hall tue... huhu... dorang sumer pg mana ek?? Owh... luper plak... dah blik ke kg masing2 r tue... Acap dah blik umah.... Awie dah pg umah cousin dier... Rahman pun dah blik Umah... Madzul pegi mana ek???(rumate)...Ijan n uzair kata nak blik esok... tp hilang plak.... mana peginyer nie???Daud n Akmal still ada lg kat blik dorg(pendiam skit)... Kecik jer yg kat Depan...main game kowt...Sy??? kat dlm blik jer la... Layan lagu n internet nie...

Ckp psl blik kg nie... Ishh... x sbr plak rasanya...even juz a few weeks jer kat KL nie... tp kat umah pon bukan ade ape sgt nak wat...ingat nak ajak my dad naik Gunung jerai lar...haha... bukan x leh pegi sendiri... but, based on my experiences nie... baik suruh dad jer drive kat gunung tue...(bukan ape... I'm a careless Driver)... kalau setakat nak pegi gunung jerai tue bukan nyer jauh pon... juz a few minutes driving through PLUS highway n then drive the car to the top...

Ala... klu pg jln2 c2 bezz r ngan family...
Kwn2... jgn luper yer plan kiter nak pg The Mines n Genting main salji nnt.... hahaha...
okeylah... nak YM kejap... dah lama x Ym...

Thursday, 22 January 2009

KeCeWa!!!!

Adus....
X baik kan sy start tulis sumting dgn mengeluh...
tp itulah... smpai hilang segala mood sy nak menulis dlm Bhs inggeris...
n segala bhs yg sy guna pun rasanya tunggang langgang mcm kene langgar dek garuda jer...

Oklah... x nak la merepek panjang2...
Lama kan sy x menulis ape2 kat blog nie...
mcm dah ilang mood n segala mende yg selalu sy wat...
Bukanyer terlalu bz tp sy terlalu kecewa dgn keadaan diri sy yg dah hampir separuh gile nie...

Segala plan sy utk sem br nie jd hilang dan hancu lebur dek kerana kekecewaan diri...
Ape yg menyebabkan sy kecewa yer??
Sy pun kurang pasti sebenarnya...
mmg dari lahiriahnya sy masih kelihatan happy go lucky...
Tp jauh di sudut hati sy rasa satu keadaan yg x dpt sy gambarkan...

mmg banyak yg terjadi kepada diri sy dan kawan2 sy sejak kebelakangan ini...
dan segala perasaan gembira sy sepanjang belajar di IPG ini seperti dah direnggut pergi oleh sesuatu yg x perlu sy fikirkan sgt...
Sy diberitahu oleh cordinator utk menyiapkan Folio ISL dari Sem 1 PISMp yg mmg sy dah lama buat malahan dari sem 1 sy dah mula membuatnya...
tetapi ada seorang hamba Allah ni telah mengambil fail dan memiliknegarakan fail tersebut dan segala isi yang ada di dalamnya telah tiada... dan ini amat mengecewakan saya kerana ia bukan satu perkara yang mudah utk cover semula segala isi tersebut....

Dan sy pernah mengeluarkan Statement:
" He's No Longger My Friend In The World And Everafter"

Kejam atau tidak???? tetapi itulah yang terjadi apabila sesuatu konflik timbul...

Di sini sy nak memohon maaf atas segala apa yang pernah sy buat pada dia sama ada secara sedar atau tidak...Tetapi utk kembali menjadi sahabatnya... Saya dah serik dan Insaf...
Maaf, secara jujur sy ckp sy suka utk berkawan dengannya, tetapi utk menjadi classmatenya...
" SORRY!!!! NO WAY"
Walaupun dia masih merupakan classmate sy... sy merasakan yg dia akan membawa kehancuran kepada diri sy dan generasi depan dgn keadaan dirinya yg sebegitu...

(Maaf, Sy terlalu Emosional) utk kwn baiknya yg BackUp dia atas "Kesalahan Saya" itu... Sy hanya mampu berkata... I'm So Sorry for my "Fault"... If anything happen to his life after this is not my responsiblity anymore... eventhough he is my ex-&$@#mate... I know that U will read my entry here...And the most important thing is that...
"The future is in our hand as a future Teacher"
I really hope that U understand why did I act like that as what "Kesian" can do to you and ur best friend. and what will happen to our legacy becoz of the word "Kesian"...

And I didn't expect anything from U and ur BestFriend Anymore....

Thursday, 8 January 2009

Juz Came Back...

Since this is the first week of the study and interaction lecture, so it is not really busy for us to enter the class... hahaha... (so naughty)

Last few days, we got a memo from the HEP to go to Putrajaya for "Perutusan Tahun Baru by Minister of Education in PICC"... hahaha... it is the thing that I like as we does not need to go to class and the attendant is full... hahaha...

Wanna know what else is best to goes there???? hahaha... Makan Free lar... usually it is very delicious and variant... hahaha... I toook all the type of lauk even I didn't eat ikan...(actually I don't know that is Fish)... Until I eat it and I ask my friend what is it... hahaha... so terrible lar I am...

Eh... Forget to tell the Chronology... hihihi(cehhh.... kronologi ker???) We start the morning with bathing, praying and prepare to goes there la... It is until 7.15... I tought that IPIP that stay in our college is going there the same time as we are... hahaha... They goes there very early as when I reach the IPBA bus parking, there is no more their bus... Wow... So early...

We reach Putrajaya around 8.45... than we just go to the Plenary Hall...(The Main hall in PICC) and we just take our seat... there is nothing to tell u guys what is happening in there as we just watch the perfomance, listen to the minister speech, and the truth is I just listen to Ean n JJ from Hitz.FM... hahaha... (So Naughty la...)

All of it finish at 12.30 and we had our lunch as I tell earlier... then we go back to IPBA....
Haha... there is nothing else to do... So, I wanna go pray and sleep now...

Saturday, 3 January 2009

IPBA's Again???

A few days ago I do read others blog but I have no point to write anything to my blog... It doesn't meant that I wanna leave my blog silently.... Huhu...(It cannot happen as I love it so much)...

Now, I'm already back to my IPBA to further my study to the third sem... Huhu... meet my friends, joking, talking n yelling to each other...

Huhu... When I came into my room yesterday, MasyaAllah... What had happen to my room... Seems like a Broken Yard(betul ke???... ah... belasah je la...)haha... I forgot that my room is the place to store our stuffs for us when we go back to home for two months hols... huhu... I became tired n whoaa.... what should I do...

I cant sleep in a very messy place like this... So I decide to sleep in the other room as there are many empty room to be vacant.... hahaha... but, I feel not comfortable to sleep in other people room and I move back to my room at 2am... haha... finally I slept in my untidy room...

Today, most of my roomate had some back and I feel okay coz the will take back their stuffs and I can start cleaning and rearrange my room... I start from as early as 6am and finish after 8pm... But, I took a lot of the time to rest and waiting for my friends... hahaha....

Now, it is 9.45 already when I type this and I juz finish ironing some of my clothes for classes this monday... I dont know what subject will be taken this sem... I'm hoping that we didn't have to take Physical Education this sem... Huhu..(so lazy la)... but, when I talk with some of my classmate juz now n they said that we will have Physical Education School Based Experience this sem... Aduss.... I thought that I can rest this sem... but unluckily no la....

But everything is not yet finalised and we will know what subject will be taken for this sem... and I'm hoping that we will have a very cool and understanding lecturer this tym....